At 13, I never really had any
confusion or worries or anything. I was good at school, maybe except for Maths.
I was not terrible but was never good. I had more than enough of friends,
pocket money, and boys never crossed my mind at that point as I was in a girl’s
school. I never thought about the future, except for my next day’s school works
and how I along with my peers could bunk the class. I loved my school and
teachers too, so I was actually Happy!
At 15, I started worrying about
my first Board exams. But still had fun. Me and my friends cleared my boards
with a good score. So that was also happy endings, except for that all friends
were going along different paths.
At 17, two years of 11th
& 12th were horrible. Only coz I hated the place I studied. But
there was an English teacher, who liked me soo much, even thou I was a huge
trouble for her for two years.
At 20, I was heartbroken, but
still I smiled and enjoyed life and college.
At 22, First time in life I was
worried about the future. And had no idea where I was going and what ‘m gonna
do.
One year later, even thou nothing
changed much and I still worry about my tomorrows, I know everything is gonna
happen as it is meant to be. We do play a certain role in it. And we are doing
it or screwing it knowingly or unknowingly.
So, am I happy about my Today? No
idea! But I am happy about this very moment.
P.S. Ramblings!!!
God Blez!
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