FrOzEn Up!!!!!!

!!  SUNDAY   !!

............ Wow ...........She was full of smiles..... :) :) ........

Her favorite day and today there's something more to it.. She’s going to meet him after some long months and a never ending week... ufff!! At last!!! He made her miss him loads.

She was smiling to herself even during the morning mass.. Wanted time to fly now but it should drag when they are together... Yea she knew she was selfish. But who cares.

She was so deeply, madly in love with him that she really wished she could stop time when she was with him, so she could stay with him forever.

My phone started humming breaking the thread of my day dreams. Him!

H:  'm coming.

S:  Meet you at our old place   (All smiles)

Got ready... and was out within seconds. When was nearing the destination laddus were blasting in her mind… But why? She was not seeing him for the first time ... hmm… but felt so…

So many thoughts flashed through ...right from their first meeting... first proper date... falling in love... talks... Craziness and everything.

She never knew why she loved him? Never know why she felt so incomplete without him. He always made her world better... Always make her feel so special that she just glowed!!

Now enough of day dreaming… Hey!

Where was he? Late... hmm may be those stupid traffic.. Or last minute friends.... hmm... wait ......waiting......and she would wait till then end for him. She thought.

5... 10... 20... 30... 45minz!!! Still no sign of him...

Someone attended his mobile when she called, and said something and all which didn’t make any sense at all and only certain words striked her like lightning... Car... Accident... Hospital...!!

That was the instant she realized that smiles do vanish that fast... Don’t even know where her tears went. Helpless... Fearsome... her heart never beated so fast... She was shivering.... nothing made sense... became totally function less!!

She didn't knew what to do, or how to know what happened. Some how called up her friend and told him to enquire what’s happening.

The time she prayed, hoped everything was all right.

But.... NO... it was not...!

She mobile beeped again. She heard what her friend on the other end of the line was saying but couldn’t really resurface from the depth of the news. Prayed that it was just a nightmare that when she open her eyes again she could realize that it was just a dream and it dint happen to him.

Prayed that at least the clock could run back... the time could turn back... but it didn’t.. she hoped to wake up from her sleep... Alas! It was indeed a bad dream but which turned out to b a REALITY!!

A brutal ... A life changing ...  A killing Reality!!

Something which changed everything for her...

It was like somebody ran an ice dagger through her heart.

Don’t know how got back to her hideout.. Don’t know how I survived in dos four walls.. Never wanted that night to set... never wanted the sun rays to shine ever again... Because along with d rays she would lose him... she was going to see him again... the one which got postponed today because of the unexpected appointment with the one above us.

Going to see him, her birthday partner who left her all alone even without a word... to his place where she wanted to step-in with him... to see his people... whom she wanted to be a part of... but now.... with a hope of seeing that smile he promised her... who made her smile for his craziness... for his love... who made her sad... who made her cry... who made her feel too special... who said "I trust you more than I love you"... who could smile just to see her smile... who made her miss him too much even when he was so near.... who tolerated her only because it was just her ... and ... now who made her FREEZE with his forever vanishing act !!!!!!

In a day all her dreams, wishes, happiness, smiles, hopes.....everything was buried..... With him…