Acceptance.

She sat hugging her knees. She was shaking. The four walls seemed to compress on to her.

Couldn’t think.

Couldn’t breathe.

The moment of complete blankness. Thoughts freezed in her brains. The world seemed to collapse infront of her.

She couldn't accept the fact. It just doesn't seem to be real. It was not supposed to happen this way.

But... where did it go wrong?

What happened in between?

Nothing made sense. But she went back to the old routine the next day itself. Because she was forced to do so. She did everything she used to do. From teasing her peers to laughing to loathing around. But nothing seems to come out from her heart. Her smile never reached her eyes. When something good happened she felt guilty to be happy. 

Days were usually a stage for her cheerfulness and at nights she would cry endlessly praying for a miracle. Even after months she believed in that.

She was an insaneous mess!!!

No memories were enough for her. No words felt meaningful to her.

She went through a wide range of emotions from guilt, to anger, to regret, and depression. And she hated to share anything to anyone. 

Years passed, but she didn't.... and even now... she prayed for that miracle to happen. 

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Little did she know...

She had been walking for so long that her little feet had begun to pain and blisters had started to form where her new shoe bit her, yet the kid was determined to ease her mom’s financial woes.

Little did she know that there was no pot of gold at the end of the rainbow!

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About Bhavya: 

I write to free myself, all the while trying to engage you a bit more, trying to learn from every step I take. A hopeless romantic and believer in fairy tales, books, friends, music and food soothe my soul and rejuvenate me like nothing else. Secretly desirous of being a world famous author, i weave tales on my blog about people, relationships and emotions. I blog at Ishithaa.

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Wordless ....

                             

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From a Newbie...

The first day in office is not supposed to be like this. You step in and expect to be stared at by the senior employees, instead, what greets you is an empty office, well lit and welcoming. In an hour or so the remaining folks start trickling in and stop just a second to smile at you and then proceed to their workstations.

You are taken around by the smiling and friendly HR person and shown around the premises and after many many introductions later, you are taken to the place that blows your mind away. The tiny kitchenette proudly displaying its water dispenser and coffee machine and a humongous box full of chocolates that would seemingly last a lifetime; makes the heart do a happy dance!

In short, this newbie in this office is quite happy with what she has seen but still is taking her own time to settle down.

About Bhavya: 

I write to free myself, all the while trying to engage you a bit more, trying to learn from every step I take. A hopeless romantic and believer in fairy tales, books, friends, music and food soothe my soul and rejuvenate me like nothing else. Secretly desirous of being a world famous author, i weave tales on my blog about people, relationships and emotions. I blog at Ishithaa.

                        



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In Memory...

(Sharing a poem I came across in this virtual word....)

Imagine if I was given one moment,
just a single slice of my past.

I could hold it close forever,

and that moment would always last.

I'd put the moment in a safe,

within my hearts abode.

I could open it when I wanted,

and only I would know the code.

I could choose a time of laughing,

a time of happiness and fun.

I could choose a time that tried me,

through everything I've done.

I sat and thought about what moment,

would always make me smile.

One that would always push me,

to walk that extra mile.

If I'm feeling sad and low,

if I'm struggling with what to do.

I can go and open my little safe,

and watch my moment through.

There are moments I can think of,

that would lift my spirits everytime.

The moments when you picked me up,

when the road was hard to climb.

For me to only pick one moment,

to cherish, save and keep,

Is proving really difficult,

as I've gathered up a heap!

I've dug deep inside my heart,

found the safe and looked inside,

there was room for lots of moments,

in fact hundreds if I tried.

I'm building my own little library,

embedded in my heart,

for all the moments spent with you,

before you had to part.

I can open it up whenever I like,

pick a moment and watch it through,

My little library acts as a promise,

I'll never ever forget you 

- Sarah Blackstone

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Lazy Post - 2

I told I’ll be back very soon with my second part of Meme, no?. So here goes...

Saw this in Shilpa's blog first. And this one has two parts... And the first part is here, Lazy Post-Part 1

Massive Alphabet Meme, Part Two

The Letter N 

Do you have a nickname? - Yes! But....shhhh....!!! Not here ;)

What is your favorite number? - None

Do you prefer night or day? - Night

The Letter O

What is your one wish? - Happiness and smiles all around.

Are you an only child? No, We are three. 2 Angel Girls & a lil Devil :D

Do you wish this year was over? Not yet...

The Letter P 

What is one fear that you are most paranoid about? Loss of loved ones!!

What personality trait would you look for in someone you wanted to date? - His way of talking 

The Letter Q 

Are you quick to judge people? - I think I'm not. 

The Letter R

Do you think you are always right? No

Do you watch reality T.V.? - At times..

What is a good reason to cry? - Missing a dear one

The Letter S 

Do you prefer sun or rain? Rain

Do you like snow? Yes

What is your favorite season? Winter

The Letter T 

What time is it? - 3.10 pm

What time did you wake up? 7.00am

When was the last time you slept in a tent? - I haven't :(

The Letter U

Are you wearing underwear? - Ohk! What a weird question! :o

Do you open your eyes when under water? - I have tried

The Letter V 

What is the worst veggie? - Tomato.

Where do you want to go on vacation? - Beach!! Looking out at the infinity of the ocean is always a blissful feeling.

What was your last family vacation together? - A weekend together is a vacation for us now. 

The Letter W 

What is your worst habit? - Unexpected mood swings

Where do you live? - Doha- Qatar

The Letter X 

Have you ever had an X-ray? Yes, When I broke my leg

Have you ever seen the X-Games? Yes..

Do you own or have you ever played a xylophone? - No

The Letter Y

Do you like the color yellow? Yes

What year were you born in? - 1989

What do you yearn for most? - Dreams

The Letter Z

What is your Zodiac Sign? - Gemini. :)

Do you believe in the Zodiac? - Yes. Especially the character traits. I'm a perfect Gemini!

What is your favorite zoo animal? - I am not an animal’s person. 

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