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If life was like ...

In almost every movies, it's about happy endings. Even if there's so much of traumas in between it all conclude to a point where everyone gets what they want and everyone's smiling.

But in real life, why does it's not like a movie? Where we tackle whatever happens and come to a happy ending. Why in real it's always tears and sorrows and worries? I didn't mean to sound depressed, and obviously there are so much good things and happy and memorable moments in life. But when something good happens an unknown fear creeps into mind, thinking when's the next tears due. It's like, scared to smile.

If life was like a movie with only happy endings and smiles... ... ..

P.S. Just random ramblings.

God blez.

Time never stops.

“In three words I can sum up what I've learned about life: It goes on”, said by the famous Robert Frost. 

True! It goes on. Whatever happens time just don’t stop or wait or come back for anyone or anything. Whatever situation you may be in, happy, sad or extremely depressed… time just moves on. You may need a second chance to correct a mistake in the past, but time just moved on. People next to you may stop been with you, or they tend to stop in between but time won’t.

P.S. Time never stops, it only feels that way. You grow older, moments pass, lessons are learned, your life, and life continues on.

God Blez.

Death is nothing at all.
I have only slipped away into the next room.
I am I and you are you.
Whatever we were to each other,
that we still are.

Call me by my old familiar name.
Speak to me in the easy way
which you always used.
Put no difference in your tone.
Wear no forced air of solemnity or sorrow.

Laugh as we always laughed
at the little jokes we enjoyed together.
Play, smile, think of me, pray for me.
Let my name be ever the household word
that it always was.
Let it be spoken without affect,
without the trace of a shadow on it.

Life means all that it ever meant.
It is the same that it ever was.
There is absolutely unbroken continuity.
Why should I be out of mind
because I am out of sight?

I am waiting for you,
for an interval,
somewhere very near,
just around the corner.

All is well.



- Anonymous 



P.S. Long Live!

God Blez.

Wordless...

Ramblings.

I don't know what’s going on these days with me. There don’t seem to have much to scribble down. I generally pen down my thoughts what I feel, when I have emotional breakdown, When I go through a rush of feelings, I mean I write whatever I feel ,What’s going within me, sometimes, I couldn't do that also, because I am inexpressive with a lot of thoughts, feelings. But these days, I have become so dry, I mean, I don't know… … … 

I am Stressed. I am tensed. I am worried. I don't know what all I’m carrying at the back of my mind and day by day it’s getting suppressed. Wish I could put all my thoughts in a jar. I think too much. It causes me to over-think and analyze things I don't want to deal with. It gets too much for me to handle and I panic. I shut myself down and go to war with myself. I'm tired. I'm sick. I'm tired of being sick. I'm sick of being tired. I'm sick of feeling sad. Sick of wanting things and people I can't have. I don't like who I am, but I have to live with it. I don't know what I'm doing. I don't know where I'm going in life. For once, I just want to be at peace with myself.

P.S. Hail to my insane thoughts.
God Blez.